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The time has come for change in my life once again… My wife 1st noticed it about 3-4 months ago, and while I believed her, I didn’t want to admit to it, because I was comfortable and I liked the way things were (for the most part). But as time has went on, some major difficulties have been experienced in our lives, and while we do our best to try to understand the lesson that the challenge is offering us, we believe that it’s also a part of the need for a big shift in our lives.

The thing is - how do we figure out what it is we need to do - well, for us, it seems to be a day-by-day process. We usually start the ball rolling by thinking about what needs to be cleared out of our lives: dirty basements to clean, old clothes to give away, tons of old emails and junk/spam that needs to be deleted, toxic friends to distance ourselves from, etc. Usually from here the ball starts rolling a bit faster since there is less resistance from us. The next step, is where I’ve been for the past few months is constantly questioning my values and belief systems, habits and more. I consider myself an extremely lucky person to have a wife that is aligned with this process just as I am - as my closest mirror, she unconsciously reflects what I put out, and also sometimes very consciously gets in my face to let me know what I’m putting out to the universe that is really not in alignment with who I am and the path we are collectively choosing to take.

Another aspect of this is the signs… Before the inner signals began to take root, I noticed around me that things were pretty status quo. One of the indicators I constantly rely on in my life is the use of numerology (loosely), mostly looking for master-number (pairs, triples, more), i.e. clocks that say 1:11, 11:11, 12:12 - in fact, I recently started to believe/understand that when my inner guidance directs me to look at something that has a number pair like this, that it’s really an angel saying to me - “you’re on track / in the flow”. As I was saying, pre-winds of change, I barely noticed any signals of this sort… And now - constantly. And when I sometimes feel a bit low - I like how my noticing of these things always raises my energy and my outlook, despite how my personal life is progressing. The last time I started seeing lots of these numbers was when I was in a similar situation to the place I am now, yet between jobs - and what soon manifested was a brand new “dream” job that taught me tons of great skills, sent me travelling around the world, and put me in touch with many wonderful people.

By starting to expand my sense of awareness beyond that of simple numerology, I am starting to get even more signals that my life is about to take off in a magnificent manner. I’ll be sure to keep you posted as to how things turn out! I am really looking forward to change and want it to happen now. I feel change in my skin & bones, like I’m about to break out, like a caterpillar into a butterfly. It just can’t happen soon enough.